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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 2:02:00 GMT -5
Bright green eyes shot open in the middle of the night, nothing but moonlight making them visible. A body shot up, the body of Malachi Hawkins. As the green eyes looked at the moon, they instantly shot to a golden yellow, with hints of red in them. It was only a week until the next full moon--when he would turn--and he'd dread that night. He wouldn't be able to control himself, unless he stole some wolfsbane potions from a pack. See, he was a werewolf, and nobody knew it but his boyfriend, Demetri. Sometimes he wasn't so sure if the man got that he was a beast, for they didn't talk about it much, but that was going to change the next time he saw him.
Looking around, Malachi sighed, knowing he wouldn't be able to get back to sleep. He'd had horrible nightmares about the night that he was turned into a werewolf. You're probably wondering, how are werewolves real in real-life? Well there are things that go bump in the night, things like Malachi, that mortals did not see. But unfortunately, he had a rush with destiny at some party. There's just no safe sex with a werewolf, is there?
Sighing to himself, Malachi threw the covers off of him, finding himself in only jeans. He looked down to his stomach, seeing sex lines going into his form-fitting jeans. He just let out another sigh and got out of bed, flipping his brown hair back and gliding down the steps that lead into the lounge of the dorms. He had a private one away from most people. He jumped on the couch and laid down slowly, the fire reflecting upon his skin, a sigh escaping his lips once more. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 2:24:33 GMT -5
Feeling his lovers warm body leaving the bed he blinked and sighed he layed there a bit longer not having any reason to leave the warm bed. He was nude currently and he stepped out of the bed and kept it that way. He walked out to the living room area after putting on some boxers on. He smiled at him and kissed his neck as he went out there and layed down in front of the fire letting it worm his body the orange glow bouncing on his body. "Whats wronge baby?" he asked looking at him.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 3:04:27 GMT -5
Malachi's bright green eyes, looked towards the ceiling as the fire flickered. The night was quiet, and all the sounds that could be hear was the crackle of fire chipping wood. Overall it was a nice night, but he hated this feeling of wanting to change. Even before the full moon, he had to deal with temptation. He reached in his pocket and pulled out a carton of pills, hearing footsteps. He quickly popped the pills in his mouth, without any water or liquid of any kind.
Feeling the feeling of warm lips on the nook of his neck, he shoved his pills deep inside his pocket, not really telling his boyfriend everything about being a werewolf. He just knew that Demetri acknowledged he was one. No matter what Demetri tried to tell him, Malachi always thought of himself of a mangy beast that was dangerous to everyone. As he saw his boyfriend laying beside him, he smiled softly.
"I can't sleep.", he told him with a smile. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 3:09:21 GMT -5
He smield up at him the fire light bathing his body in a glow. He sighed and moved his hand over rubbing his lower leg and foot "Are you sure?" he asked "it seems something is bothering you lately" he said looking at him. "i want you to know that i care about everying about you and i can talk to you about it" he said softly smilng at him. He cared so much for this man he was so amazing to him, he never once saw him as a beast.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 3:49:26 GMT -5
Malachi's green eyes shifted, the color turning to a golden yellow. His eyes looked at the fire, the flames reflecting in his golden orbs. "Yeah, Im sure I can't sleep. There's nothing you or anyone else can do to help me.", he said, his eyes looking straight into the fire. "I have a curse, and it cant be cured.", he said in a scratchy whispered as he stared blankly into the fire. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 3:57:52 GMT -5
He sighed and looked at him there he went again about his little self pittying sob story. He sighed, "Come here" he said softly and reached out his arms to hold him there was nothing he could say to make it better and he kenw that so he wasn't even going to try. He turned and movced closer to the first letting it warm him.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 4:04:17 GMT -5
"Dont look at me like Im some depressive whiny emo kid.", he told him firmly. "I told you that there's nothing you can do and you'll never understand. You wont even talk about it.", he drifted off, his eyes still gold. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 4:12:15 GMT -5
"Your acting like some depressive whiny emo kid" he said back with just as much force. He rolled his eyes "Did you not just hear me? I said i will talk to you about it, every time i try to open it up you just bitch at me or move on to something else" he said moving farther way from draging his hand into himself and away from him.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 4:19:16 GMT -5
"You know I've been trying to resist shedding my skin to turn into a big beast and killing anyone in my way but right now it's very tempting to turn.", he said and got up, not caring if he knocked him on the ground. "I really dont know why I expected you to understand. You dont have to live with this. What do you have to worry about? Getting a bad grade on your photography interim progress report?", he said with glaring eyes. "Dont try to think you understand, and dont patronize me.", he told him and stepped right over him, his back muscles flexing as he walked towards the archway to his room, walking slowly up it.
Sighing, he walked through the dark, his wolf vision guiding him. He sat on his bed, his lip quivering as he thought about what Demetri said, and everything he went through the past week, and his whole time at the college. He put his head down, his hands grasping his own hair, as he tried to calm himself down, drops coming from his face and onto the pillow making it wet. "Pull yourself together Malachi. You've lived with this for months now.", he said to himself, not aware that his boyfriend could be whistling. "Yeah, some boyfriend he's turning out to be.", he said to himself and went to the window, looking at the moon. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 4:24:45 GMT -5
He turned away trying to pretend this whole day, his whole life didn't happen. But he culdn't help that, he sighed and just looked into the fire his head resting on his knees. He sighed softly and let his own tears drip down his face he rubbed them off not really caring about anything right now. He reached his hand out touching the fire playing with it passing his hand threw it. It took the emotional edge off.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 4:29:46 GMT -5
"Who does he think he is? He doesnt know what's its like to change into something that isn't supposed to exist. He thinks he knows?", he asked, more yelling. "ASSWHOLE!", he screamed, punching his hand through the glass, his hand bloody. His eyes shined yellow, his wolf senses coming out, making him howl, his claws coming out. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 4:42:19 GMT -5
He got up and left going into the next room over seeing him, "look im sorry okay, sure your problems are bigger than mine, i just don't know how to deal with ahving a boyfriend who could possible kill me becuase he turns to a freaking wolf" he said. "I am freaking out inside" he said breaking down and starting to cry his eyes watering all over the place. He picked himseof up and sat on the bed. "I'm sorry, i know im an asshole"
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 19:48:47 GMT -5
"So you're scared of me..", he said softly, looking sternly at him. [/size][/color]
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Post by Demetri Sanders on Feb 23, 2008 21:03:33 GMT -5
He bit his lip, "Not of you, but what you can turn into" he said thinking about it.
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Post by Malachi Hawkins on Feb 23, 2008 21:59:54 GMT -5
"If you want me, you have to want all of me. If you love me, love all of me because Im not changing anytime soon. I will always be this beast.", he said. [/size][/color]
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